MDS not FMS

After all the good feedback that I got from my mentor, I somewhat messed up today. And it's really BAD! Though, it's not my fault still we have to take responsibility on it.

Here's what happen. I am explaining the case to the customer and then at the end he asked another issue. What's the procedure to run a rebuild on the FMS machines. I asked my senior tech and he gave me the answer which I told the customer. Then after a few minutes, the customer called back and the site went down. It is not a FMS machine, it's a MDS machine. !@#$%$#@! Then the manager called, saying that I should have verified that it's really a FMS machine. blah blah blah ... blah blah blah ... okay it's our fault.

I'm just a newbie, I just follow what my mentor told me. And I have a lot of things going on already. He said that I should only take 2 calls before I aux out BUT I already have 4-5 calls before he aux out and realize that we are in trouble.

Haaaay... it puts pressure to my mentor and tomorrow I should be prepared for whatever his mood will be. Just hope that it would be smooth sailing though I doubt it. :( ... oooppss.. be positive... as said in anime Monster "Tomorrow, would be a good day". But literally, I need to work LATER and not TOMORROW. Haaaay... :( anyway, lesson learned and just hope that the issue will be fix before we come in at night.

mada mada

I graduated on a 3weeks mentorship with Gary, Ron, and Ed. It's nice to hear that I'm great, that I'm the best so far ... though I doubt it. Perhaps they just say it to make me feel good. Still a lot to learn and still more weeks of mentorship with the other techs. Mada mada dane =p

4days

Today is supposedly my last day to work for this week. Then I'll have a 4 straight no working days. If I'm in the Philippines, I would gladly accept it. Then just stay at John's place and probably sleep and watch all day. But I'm not home, so I guess I'll just work tomorrow. And then spend 3 days to rest. Can't go shopping .. malls are too far. Don't like to swim, it's too cold. Maybe I could look around and purchase some from my list of pasalubongs. I wonder what I would give to my baby .... hmmmm ...

Babyjan .. I wanted to buy you a lot of stuff .. but it's just that you might get mad and will just tell me to save it ... :(

Pasyal

I've been here for 6 weeks and still wasn't able to tour the place. The supposed to be 6 Flags trip was cancelled due to the storm that's coming but didn't come. My boss will go back to the Philippines and will stay there for 6 weeks. And we are stuck here without any mode of transportation. Haaaay... Un lng naman gusto ko mamasyal. :( I'll be off for 4 days this week and my boss offered me to go to wherever place that I need to visit, friends or relatives to see. But I can't or rather I will not. It would cost me a fortune. So I will just work overtime on Thursday than to spend my whole day doing nothing at the hotel. We still have another 6 weeks and I wanted to tour Boston and New york. Looks like I'll run out of budget. :( Haaaay... Need to do an estimate again. :-(

bUdGet

I just literally sit side by side with my mentor today. Since there are no calls coming in for him I think he's not in the mood to teach as well. So I just sit there and plan my budget for the next months to come. I tallied everything and it all fits. I compute for my pays to see if there are no discrepancies. I came with a perfect budget fits just for me and hope I could implement it say November.

lazy

It's Sunday and I have to go to work ... waaaaa! sobrang kakatamad! :( we should be in 6 Flags today ... or kahit alang ginagawa dito sa room ... still kakatamad pumasok. E kse naman ako lang may pasok. And hindi nga ako pumapasok ng Sunday in my previous job, tps ngayon papasok just for training. :-( kakatamad talga .. haaaay... buti pa sa pinas .. 2 weeks long weekend.

Fire Alarm

I was busy watching anime when I suddenly heard an alarm. My first thought, it was the doorbell alarm but it's too loud for that. I looked at the alarm clearly then saw the word Fire. Then my mind went blank for a moment, is this a drill or what? I'm hoping someone would shout SUNOG!!! But there isn't ... so I can't confirm.

Then I checked if there's any smoke in my room... remove the plug of the laptop, turned off the dishwasher then grab a shawl .. grab my small bag (w/ the cam, cell, wallet) , grab my savings (hehehe .. of course). I'm having second thoughts of grabbing the laptop as well but it's kinda heavy thinking that if there's really a fire I need to run. I completely forgot my passport and completely forgot that it's cold outside and I should have wear a panjama at least.

I calmly went out of the room and saw some guest moving out quietly so I did the same... heheh ... The guy in the other room even went out with just a towel on his hips and the laptop on his hands.

Outside, there's no fire on sight. But there are 3 fire trucks ... Perhaps it's just a small fire but it's really great that the response are fast. Not like in the Philippines where a whole block would be on fire before the firemen come.

After around 25 minutes we all went back to our rooms ... We didn't even get any tsismis, what's the ruckus is all about. Para naman may mapagkwentuhan kami tom.

It is just now that I got nervous, thinking of the what ifs .... Oh well ... We're all safe and that's all that matters :) ... Whew!

Surprise

It's our boss' bday and we planned a surprise for him. Good thing, it was a success though we really didn't plan it well due to lack of budget. Anyways, I'm glad it's really his bday and looks like he really didn't have any clue about it. Hehehe ... And he love the Ice cream cake that we got for him. Un lng .. alang libreng dinner ... Well, ganun talga.

I loved surprises and am happy that he greatly appreciate it. =D

Can't post the pictures here ... haaaay... sad .. :(

HAPPY ___ BIRTHDAY JIM !!!

bAcOn

I cooked bacon for dinner and suddenly felt very sad,
I got teary eyed that I wanted to burst out a cry ..


I really miss my baby ...
I miss cooking for him, eating with him,
I miss holding hands while Im window shopping..
Someone to lean when I get tired ...
Someone that will hug me tight when I'm crying
I miss his touch, hug and kiss ...
I miss you so much babyjan ... :((

waiting

~ hintay ng makaka-chat
~ hintay ng may magtetext
~ hintay ng may tatawag

:-(

~ hintay maantok at makatulog
~ hintay ng uwian
~ hintay ng weekend
~ hintay ng 2 months

:-(

Cinderella

Just like Mulan, it gives me joy after watching it. Now ... I'm trying to download it. Hope I can (thru veoh) so I could watch it from time to time. The plot is so simple yet I can't help fall in love.... Haaaaay....

tired

no matter how tired I am ... I still can't sleep ... :-(

I've tried reviewing but it makes me more awake. I just got nervous. I wonder what should I do to be able to sleep well. I'm dizzy already like my head is spining. Haaaay... and I still need to go to work.

ERROR LANDER

I really panicked when I suddenly got disconnected from net. John, suddenly came to my mind.. but he's so far he can't help me. I verify with my colleagues and they could easily browse.

First thing, that comes to my mind is that I broke the laptop. Should I reformat, reinstall then the list goes on ... in short, I can't use it since I don't have any installer. I also thought that the card could be faulty, but it's detecting the wireless network. I checked Event Viewer but I don't understand the xml files that it's displaying. My only lead is the "error lander" shown in the mozilla. But in the explorer it doesn't have any errors. But it's not loading the page.

I searched for the error message and it's related to the megaupload toolbar. I only downloaded training stuffs from megaupload. But it looks like I got some spywares, malwares .. or whatever .... Haaay.. i dont download porn. But it finds it's way to the pc.

Uninstall Megaupload Toolbar, porn is expensive, sometimes it wont cost money, sometimes it will cost diginity, and that stupid toolbar is the proof. Arent u getting any porn from megaupload? well, good for u, but u should have gotten some since it screwed your internet surfing.

Good thing after trying to delete and uninstalling everything related to megamanager, I finally able to connect. However, I could still see the megamanager sitting there from time to time. Need to download a SuperAntiSpyware .. Hopefully, it's not a spyware itself...

Im currently reviewing and memorizing VOD, while the torrent and video streaming is doing its stuff ... but when I got suddenly disconnected ... it ruined my momentum.

All of my Cinderella real time streams was gone ... Now, Im gonna start again ... but it's okay .. at least it's fixed. :)

143

~143rd post ~

I LOVE YOU
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I MISS YOU

time check

2:08am ... I'm still wide awake ... I should have brought my notes from the office. My head is killing me and I have nothing else to do.. darn! internet ... my torrent is very slow.... my stomach is growling as I remember I didn't ate much. Too tired to stand up and get something to eat now. I still need to go to work later ...

080808

Aug 8 na pla sa Pinas. It's a lucky day for Chinese, but I'm not Chinese. So it's not lucky for me. Been away from home for a month. Misses my love, my family, and my dog. Had a very tiring day. No appetite for anything (which is good). Every minute every second I've been thinking. Checking my inbox from time to time. Waiting for some sign to pop. Guess, I've been dreaming wide awake, yet still inside a nightmare falling in an endless pit. Experience striking pain in my head, which would eventually make me numb.

The graph is much better I guess. Haaay... Wishful thinking ... But that's the ONLY thing that I could do now ... WISH and ... PRAY ... for continuous Faith, Hope and Charity... and Patience ...

Take a peek at my horoscope & lovescope for Aug 8:


This is a time of great personal change. You become tired of your role in life, and you are very sensitive to habits, customs, and social requirements that hide the "real you". You feel as though you have been drifting along with the tide and following the crowd for too long, and your inner needs and motivations must assert themselves more strongly.

This is a time you could be more distressed than usual over any dissonance in your environment or personal relationships, and you are inclined to avoid serious discussions or real disagreements with others. Also, challenging mental work and concentration is difficult for you now. Take a step back if possible and realize tomorrow will be here soon enough.

Aug 7

Sakto!! Okay ang bar graph ..

Today's Horoscope For Virgo:

It’s a good time to get together with close friends or acquaintances and just socialize. Communication comes easy, and you can get yourself across without having to work at it. By joining in the general company, you enjoy the benefits of all. People are feeling insecure, so avoid encouraging any negativity you encounter.

Today's Lovescope For Virgo:

A crazy time when you may feel under a lot of mental pressure. You may be unable to express some of your insecurity and sense of change into words in a relationship. If at all possible just put it out there that you really need to talk but you'd like to wait a day or two to formulate your thoughts.

General Information About Virgo:

Virgo is an astrological sign associated with the constellation Virgo. Under the tropical zodiac, Virgo is occupied by the Sun from August 23 to September 22, and under the sidereal zodiac, it is currently from September 17 to October 17. The opposite sign to Virgo is Pisces. Virgo is the only zodiacal sign represented by a female.

Mythology:

According to one interpretation, the Virgo constellation depicts Astraea, the virgin daughter of the god Zeus and the goddess Themis. Astraea was known as the goddess of justice, and was identified as this constellation due to the presence of the scales of justice (Libra) nearby, and supposedly ruled the world with her wise ways until mankind became so callous that she returned to the skies, disgusted.

Characteristics:

Virgo is the sixth sign of the Zodiac, a set of astrological signs. It is associated with purity and service. Individuals born under this sign are thought to have a diligent, analytical, self—sufficient, controlled, orderly, and modest character. The Virgo person is practical, industrious, efficient, intelligent, full of sass, thorough, methodical, exacting, precise, detail—oriented, observant, work and service oriented, painstaking, pragmatic, discreet, health and cleanliness conscious, mentally active, and flexible. The negative traits of a Virgo include their insensitivity, constant criticism, perfectionist attitude, pig—headed nature, and their superiority complex.

Virgo is traditionally thought to be ruled by Mercury. However, during the late 19th century and early 20th century it was speculated in certain astrological circles that the planet Vulcan, thought to be located near Mercury, was the true planetary ruler of Virgo. Today, some astrologers believe that the dwarf planets Sedna and Eris are or will be the planetary rulers/co—rulers of Virgo. Many astrologers who study the powerful asteroid Chiron, known as "the wounded healer", believe it has the best claim upon the rulership of Virgo. Currently, the vast majority of astrologers still think of Mercury as the planetary ruler of this sign.

The Indian equivalent of Virgo is Kanya; the Chinese equivalent is the Rooster.

Relationships:

In love, the Virgo person is pretty conventional, with refined manners and well—tempered displays of emotion and affection. It's important for the Virgo to feel needed by their mates. Outside of the bedroom is where the majority of foreplay is going to happen for this sign. Even though the Virgo won't express many words of love, they will show their feelings in the bedroom or other rooms whenever they can.

Some signs find Virgo to be the most difficult to fall in love with due to the fact that they are usually boring folk who often times act like the elderly when they're in fact very young. They do not understand emotion so you cannot expect to be comforted by a Virgo in a relationship. Virgos are most compatible with Capricorn and Taurus.

They look for someone who can appreciate their materialistic nature, and over—critical and fussy minds.

Compatibility:

Best Compatibility: Taurus, Capricorn, Libra, Cancer, Pisces

Possible Compatibility: Leo, Aries, Virgo, Gemini, Scorpio, Aquarius

Opposite Compatibility: Sagittarius

Occupation:

Suitable occupations are where analytical and practical, methodical qualities are needed; such as teaching, psychology, nursing and the health and hygiene sectors, scientist, accountancy, or jobs as secretaries or inspectors. Most Virgos go into the medical field.

Body and Health:

Physically, individuals born under the sign of Virgo tend to have a graceful figure, a roundish head, delicately—shaped lips, large and clear eyes, small, symmetrical, and refined features, a high forehead, long arms and thin eyebrows. They are thought to usually be of slightly above average height.

In medical astrology and in terms of anatomy, Virgo is said to rule the abdominal region, large and small intestines, spleen, solar plexus, lower lobes of the liver, pancreas, portal veins, umbilicus, hands, nails, and carpal bones.

Miscellaneous:

The following are also traditionally associated with Virgo:

• Birthstone: Peridot, Sapphire
• Gemstone: Pink Jasper, Sapphire, Rhodochrosite
• Colours: Navy Blue, Gray
• Metal: Gold
• Zodiac Symbol: Virgo
• From: Aug 23 — Sep 22
• Constellation: Virgo
• Zodiac Element: Earth
• Zodiac Quality: Mutable
• Planet: Mercury