Fitness buff

Since John is really into fitness, i guess I just have to support him all the way and be with him while he's into it.

ewww nga naman kapag unfit and unhealthy. Nyways, Im not hoping to have abs as well. Just a leaner figure will do :)

Cinderella

Just like Mulan, it gives me joy after watching it. Now ... I'm trying to download it. Hope I can (thru veoh) so I could watch it from time to time. The plot is so simple yet I can't help fall in love.... Haaaaay....

ERROR LANDER

I really panicked when I suddenly got disconnected from net. John, suddenly came to my mind.. but he's so far he can't help me. I verify with my colleagues and they could easily browse.

First thing, that comes to my mind is that I broke the laptop. Should I reformat, reinstall then the list goes on ... in short, I can't use it since I don't have any installer. I also thought that the card could be faulty, but it's detecting the wireless network. I checked Event Viewer but I don't understand the xml files that it's displaying. My only lead is the "error lander" shown in the mozilla. But in the explorer it doesn't have any errors. But it's not loading the page.

I searched for the error message and it's related to the megaupload toolbar. I only downloaded training stuffs from megaupload. But it looks like I got some spywares, malwares .. or whatever .... Haaay.. i dont download porn. But it finds it's way to the pc.

Uninstall Megaupload Toolbar, porn is expensive, sometimes it wont cost money, sometimes it will cost diginity, and that stupid toolbar is the proof. Arent u getting any porn from megaupload? well, good for u, but u should have gotten some since it screwed your internet surfing.

Good thing after trying to delete and uninstalling everything related to megamanager, I finally able to connect. However, I could still see the megamanager sitting there from time to time. Need to download a SuperAntiSpyware .. Hopefully, it's not a spyware itself...

Im currently reviewing and memorizing VOD, while the torrent and video streaming is doing its stuff ... but when I got suddenly disconnected ... it ruined my momentum.

All of my Cinderella real time streams was gone ... Now, Im gonna start again ... but it's okay .. at least it's fixed. :)

080808

Aug 8 na pla sa Pinas. It's a lucky day for Chinese, but I'm not Chinese. So it's not lucky for me. Been away from home for a month. Misses my love, my family, and my dog. Had a very tiring day. No appetite for anything (which is good). Every minute every second I've been thinking. Checking my inbox from time to time. Waiting for some sign to pop. Guess, I've been dreaming wide awake, yet still inside a nightmare falling in an endless pit. Experience striking pain in my head, which would eventually make me numb.

The graph is much better I guess. Haaay... Wishful thinking ... But that's the ONLY thing that I could do now ... WISH and ... PRAY ... for continuous Faith, Hope and Charity... and Patience ...

Take a peek at my horoscope & lovescope for Aug 8:


This is a time of great personal change. You become tired of your role in life, and you are very sensitive to habits, customs, and social requirements that hide the "real you". You feel as though you have been drifting along with the tide and following the crowd for too long, and your inner needs and motivations must assert themselves more strongly.

This is a time you could be more distressed than usual over any dissonance in your environment or personal relationships, and you are inclined to avoid serious discussions or real disagreements with others. Also, challenging mental work and concentration is difficult for you now. Take a step back if possible and realize tomorrow will be here soon enough.

Aug 7

Sakto!! Okay ang bar graph ..

Today's Horoscope For Virgo:

It’s a good time to get together with close friends or acquaintances and just socialize. Communication comes easy, and you can get yourself across without having to work at it. By joining in the general company, you enjoy the benefits of all. People are feeling insecure, so avoid encouraging any negativity you encounter.

Today's Lovescope For Virgo:

A crazy time when you may feel under a lot of mental pressure. You may be unable to express some of your insecurity and sense of change into words in a relationship. If at all possible just put it out there that you really need to talk but you'd like to wait a day or two to formulate your thoughts.

General Information About Virgo:

Virgo is an astrological sign associated with the constellation Virgo. Under the tropical zodiac, Virgo is occupied by the Sun from August 23 to September 22, and under the sidereal zodiac, it is currently from September 17 to October 17. The opposite sign to Virgo is Pisces. Virgo is the only zodiacal sign represented by a female.

Mythology:

According to one interpretation, the Virgo constellation depicts Astraea, the virgin daughter of the god Zeus and the goddess Themis. Astraea was known as the goddess of justice, and was identified as this constellation due to the presence of the scales of justice (Libra) nearby, and supposedly ruled the world with her wise ways until mankind became so callous that she returned to the skies, disgusted.

Characteristics:

Virgo is the sixth sign of the Zodiac, a set of astrological signs. It is associated with purity and service. Individuals born under this sign are thought to have a diligent, analytical, self—sufficient, controlled, orderly, and modest character. The Virgo person is practical, industrious, efficient, intelligent, full of sass, thorough, methodical, exacting, precise, detail—oriented, observant, work and service oriented, painstaking, pragmatic, discreet, health and cleanliness conscious, mentally active, and flexible. The negative traits of a Virgo include their insensitivity, constant criticism, perfectionist attitude, pig—headed nature, and their superiority complex.

Virgo is traditionally thought to be ruled by Mercury. However, during the late 19th century and early 20th century it was speculated in certain astrological circles that the planet Vulcan, thought to be located near Mercury, was the true planetary ruler of Virgo. Today, some astrologers believe that the dwarf planets Sedna and Eris are or will be the planetary rulers/co—rulers of Virgo. Many astrologers who study the powerful asteroid Chiron, known as "the wounded healer", believe it has the best claim upon the rulership of Virgo. Currently, the vast majority of astrologers still think of Mercury as the planetary ruler of this sign.

The Indian equivalent of Virgo is Kanya; the Chinese equivalent is the Rooster.

Relationships:

In love, the Virgo person is pretty conventional, with refined manners and well—tempered displays of emotion and affection. It's important for the Virgo to feel needed by their mates. Outside of the bedroom is where the majority of foreplay is going to happen for this sign. Even though the Virgo won't express many words of love, they will show their feelings in the bedroom or other rooms whenever they can.

Some signs find Virgo to be the most difficult to fall in love with due to the fact that they are usually boring folk who often times act like the elderly when they're in fact very young. They do not understand emotion so you cannot expect to be comforted by a Virgo in a relationship. Virgos are most compatible with Capricorn and Taurus.

They look for someone who can appreciate their materialistic nature, and over—critical and fussy minds.

Compatibility:

Best Compatibility: Taurus, Capricorn, Libra, Cancer, Pisces

Possible Compatibility: Leo, Aries, Virgo, Gemini, Scorpio, Aquarius

Opposite Compatibility: Sagittarius

Occupation:

Suitable occupations are where analytical and practical, methodical qualities are needed; such as teaching, psychology, nursing and the health and hygiene sectors, scientist, accountancy, or jobs as secretaries or inspectors. Most Virgos go into the medical field.

Body and Health:

Physically, individuals born under the sign of Virgo tend to have a graceful figure, a roundish head, delicately—shaped lips, large and clear eyes, small, symmetrical, and refined features, a high forehead, long arms and thin eyebrows. They are thought to usually be of slightly above average height.

In medical astrology and in terms of anatomy, Virgo is said to rule the abdominal region, large and small intestines, spleen, solar plexus, lower lobes of the liver, pancreas, portal veins, umbilicus, hands, nails, and carpal bones.

Miscellaneous:

The following are also traditionally associated with Virgo:

• Birthstone: Peridot, Sapphire
• Gemstone: Pink Jasper, Sapphire, Rhodochrosite
• Colours: Navy Blue, Gray
• Metal: Gold
• Zodiac Symbol: Virgo
• From: Aug 23 — Sep 22
• Constellation: Virgo
• Zodiac Element: Earth
• Zodiac Quality: Mutable
• Planet: Mercury

d' Emperor

I love this story ... read on ... 

An emperor in the Far East was growing old and knew it was time to choose his successor. Instead of choosing one of his assistants or his children, he decided something different. He called young people in the kingdom together one day. He said, "It is time for me to step down and choose the next emperor. I have decided to choose one of you." 

  The kids were shocked! But the emperor continued. "I am going to give each one of you a seed today. One very special seed. I want you to plant the seed, water it and come back here after one year from today with what you have grown from this one seed. I will then judge the plants that you bring, and the one I choose will be the next emperor!" 

  One boy named Ling was there that day and he, like the others, received a seed. He went home and excitedly told his mother the story. She helped him get a pot and planting soil, and he planted the seed and watered it carefully. Every day he would water it and watch to see if it had grown. After about three weeks, some of the other youths began to talk about their seeds and the plants that were beginning to grow.

  Ling kept checking his seed, but nothing ever grew. 3 weeks, 4 weeks, 5 weeks went by. Still nothing. By now, others were talking about their plants but Ling didn't have a plant, and he felt like a failure. Six months went by, still nothing in Ling's pot. He just knew he had killed his seed. 

  Everyone else had trees and tall plants, but he had nothing. Ling didn't say anything to his friends, however. He just kept waiting for his seed to grow. 

  A year finally went by and all the youths of the kingdom brought their plants to the emperor for inspection. Ling told his mother that he wasn't going to take an empty pot. But honest about what happened, Ling felt sick to his stomach, but he knew his mother was right. 

He took his empty pot to the palace. When Ling arrived, he was amazed at the variety of plants grown by the other youths. They were beautiful in all shapes and sizes. Ling put his empty pot on the floor and many of the other kinds laughed at him. A few felt sorry for him and just said, "Hey nice try." 

  When the emperor arrived, he surveyed the room and greeted the young people. Ling just tried to hide in the back. "What great plants, trees and flowers you have grown," said the emperor. "Today, one of you will be appointed the next emperor!" All of a sudden, the emperor spotted Ling at the back of the room with his empty pot. He ordered his guards to bring him to the front. Ling was terrified. "The emperor knows I'm a failure! Maybe he will have me killed!" 

  When Ling got to the front, the Emperor asked his name. "My name is Ling," he replied. All the kids were laughing and making fun of him. The emperor asked everyone to quiet down. He looked at Ling, and then announced to the crowd, "Behold your new emperor! His name is Ling!" Ling couldn't believe it. Ling couldn't even grow his seed. How could he be the new emperor? 

  Then the emperor said, "One year ago today, I gave everyone here a seed. I told you to take the seed, plant it, water it, and bring it back to me today. But I gave you all boiled seeds, which would not grow. All of you, except Ling, have brought me trees and plants and flowers. When you found that the seed would not grow, you substituted another seed for the one I gave you. Ling was the only one with the courage and honesty to bring me a pot with my seed in it. Therefore, he is the one who will be the new emperor!" 

********* 

If you plant honesty, you will reap trust. 

If you plant goodness, you will reap friends. 

If you plant humility, you will reap greatness. 

If you plant perseverance, you will reap victory. 

If you plant consideration, you will reap harmony. 

If you plant hard work, you will reap success.  

If you plant forgiveness, you will reap reconciliation. 

If you plant openness, you will reap intimacy. 

If you plant patience, you will reap improvements. 

If you plant faith, you will reap miracles. 

But 

If you plant dishonesty, you will reap distrust. 

If you plant selfishness, you will reap loneliness. 

If you plant pride, you will reap destruction. 

If you plant envy, you will reap trouble. 

If you plant laziness, you will reap stagnation. 

If you plant bitterness, you will reap isolation. 

If you plant greed, you will reap loss. 

If you plant gossip, you will reap enemies. 

If you plant worries, you will reap wrinkles. 

If you plant sin, you will reap guilt. 

********* 

So be careful what you plant now, It will determine what you will reap tomorrow, The seeds you now scatter, Will make life worse or better, your life or the ones who will come after. Yes, someday, you will enjoy the fruits, or you will pay for the choices you plant today. 

new domain name

I created a blog for the purpose of letting someone know of my sentiments. However, I've been very dramatic lately. So I decided to keep everything private.

Change my domain name again... to my-babyjan

Resiliency

~ Hope this helps ~


Emotional resiliency is the ability to recover and to go on in the face of misfortune and adversity. It is about finding joy in life again.


How does one move forward through the pain of the past?

1. Acknowledge the pain or disappointment.
2. Forgive yourself and /or others.
3. Get moving - emotion can be released through physical activity like walking.
4. Nurture yourself. Do something for yourself that makes you feel nurtured.
5. Focus on what you have and what is important to you. What is good in your life? Who or what gives meaning to your life? What can you contribute?
6. Take the time it takes. It will take time to process and come to terms with what happened. Take the time to grieve.
7. Seek help and support from friends, family, your faith leader and/or professional counselors.


You Have a Choice

I think it is so important that you remember that you have a choice. You may not have any control over what happens to you but you can choose how you respond to it. Viktor Frankl , noted psychiatrist and concentration camp survivor, wrote in his book Man's Search for Meaning: "...everything can be taken from a man but one thing: the last of the human freedoms -- to choose one's attitude in any given set of circumstances, to choose one's own way." (1963, p. 104)


Coaching Questions

* Is there an event or issue in your life that is holding you in the past?
* What would be possible for you if you let this issue go?
* What gives you hope? (the love of a partner, your child, your faith, your dream?)


Actions

1. Write down everything about the situation that you need to let go of. Write down all of your emotions and beliefs about the situation. Release the words and the emotion in a physical way by burning the letter in your fireplace or burying it in the backyard.

2. Write down everything that you are grateful for in your life right now. Do not stop until you have a list of 100 things.

3. Focus on what you would like to see happen in your life and take one small action each day to help you move to that place.

4. Practice the seven steps of resiliency.

Jealousy Test

Actually there's no need to take the test since I already know I'm the jealous type but I took it anyway. I'm surprised I didn't get 90% .. hehehe ..


You are 61.9% jealous!
For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%.

This percentage means that :
You're a clearly a jealous person.
Most of the time, you over-react.
It would not be surprising if your jealousy became a real problem in your relationships.
Lighten up and work on your self-esteem.

waiver

no comment! wahahaha!

Leave Me Alone

Last Tuesday, feel ko lang isuot ung blouse na yan, with print "Leave me alone" ... then on my way home .. ayun! I saw a girl wearing the exact same shirt .... iba nga lang ang color ... Blue sakin, kanya pink ... prehas kaya kami ng mood? looking for space? wahahahaha! :p

Horoscope

VIRGO

The Bottom Line

Communication could be a problem today -- no one is really listening to each other.

In Detail

Communication could be a problem today -- the people you'll be dealing with are not patient enough to listen to each other, and conflict could ensue. At the very least, there will be some serious misunderstandings that create delays and confusion. Don't be surprised if people look to you to get everyone back on track and calm again. You're just about the only person who can get everyone's attention for any significant period of time. But you are definitely ready for the job!

CAPRICORN

The Bottom Line

Charm is bubbling out of you, and some very flighty folks will be attracted to you.

In Detail

Your charm is bubbling out of you like champagne today, and you will be able to attract a lot of diverse people. Unfortunately, in that mix there will inevitably be some very flighty folks -- the kind of people who always talk about getting together but also always back out of your plans at the last minute. Just don't put too much faith in these good time friends, and you won't be disappointed if they let you down. Keep things light and you'll stay bright!

Wat - evehr ...

ANG CUTE!!! wahahaha!

New Template

I love anime ... I love the color PINK
I love my current template ..
Kenshin Himura and then with a touch of pink

just perfect for me :D

Thanks ...

You can download it here

MERRY Easter!!! - 0323

Hmmmm .... NICE!!

go figure :p

Devotion for the day

An Impossible Challenge?

A pastor in Kansas City gave what seemed to be an impossible challenge to his congregation—to go 21 days without complaining (the amount of time some say it takes to develop a new habit). Special bracelets were distributed to participants as a reminder to live complaint-free lives. A movement was started, and millions of bracelets have been distributed all over the world.

The biblical principle “Do all things without complaining and disputing” (Phil. 2:14) is an important one. The ancient Israelites discovered this when, because of their constant complaining in the wilderness, they were judged by God and not allowed to enter the Promised Land (Num. 14).

How can we learn to develop a noncomplaining, positive attitude that will please the Lord?

• By disciplining our thoughts (Rom. 12:2). We need to meditate on Scripture and remember our blessings.

• By confessing our critical spirit and committing ourselves to obedience each time we fail (1 John 1:9).

• By enlisting God’s help and the help of others. The Spirit will empower us as we depend on Him (John 14:26).

Because God helps us, doing all things without complaining is not an impossible challenge. — Anne Cetas

Lord, help me stop complaining
When things don’t go my way;
Instead, give me a thankful heart
For all You do each day. —Sper

A complaining Christian is a contradiction in terms.

How Geek am I ???

41% Geek

Pon & Zi

I'm busy bloghopping and found an entry from ena's blog. Though it's so SAD ... :'c I like the song ( Cat and Mouse by the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus) .. .. and I love Pon & Zi ... so CUTE!!!

Here are some pics that made me smile ... so sweet .. and cute!















I'm still searching for some more ...

Fireworks

Just trying to upload a video file ...
I love fireworks ...
Sugoi!!! :-)

Hikaru No Go

I just love this pic... hahaha!
Kawaii!!!